May 2012
38 posts
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senseless decoding.
ambiguous-transparency: You, I never had you. A sip of your own destiny awaits your attention while  gloom lurks in the corners while alcoholic fire spreads in your throat, your lungs already in  ashes and dust wanders in your veins like crystals without shine; you, I never had you. Combustion, explosion, emotions thudding like missile launches in the ocean with bottoms, you, I never had you...
May 24th
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tempest-at-noon: Bodies dripping yellow, gold, lantern faces burning warm-breathed glow, searing ruddy cheeks in the middle where  palms are gentle for the first time since  the light was stolen from their homes. Their cotton were  hastily stitched in broken-glass shops, torn at the seams  where fingers scraped against thighs, so they left their clothes home in Denmark because it was much too...
May 24th
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VI.
tobedlamandback: To this day you cannot eat cantaloupe. Can no longer rap your three knuckles against each ripe skull at the farmers market. You wonder if this is what it felt like. You wonder if this is what it felt like for him, taking three or four fingers and tapping against your warm growth. First comes the tapping then comes the splitting. To this day you cannot eat cantaloupe. This is a...
May 24th
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tempest-at-noon: I slipped my name between your teeth because  you always said that  the sweet- est things were etched into the  insides of  your cheeks.  But you bit  my bottom lip because you were tired of rum and knew where I hid the vodka,   and you slipped the tip between my legs.  
May 24th
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Bella
pajamaswag: Your emotions scare you witless, So you lock them all away, You keep the people at a distance, As the fear leads you astray. You wander through your life, Without feeling the breeze, And when you open up your eyes, Dull gray is all you see. So unlock your heart from chains of fear, And throw away the key, Let life itself wash over you, Enjoy freedom’s release.
May 23rd
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wild girl
ialwayslandonmyfeet: I woke And saw a girl And in her hands She held the world And when I begged Her, please, to stay She dropped it all And ran away. I followed her Into a glen Void of the vanities Of men A glen so green My heart did weep I tripped on branches At my feet. And then the girl Appeared, above! She took from me All feels of love. So now I lie A foppish child ...
May 23rd
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Torn Away
otakuorugazumu: Ripped and torn, gutted and flayed My soul shattered and my heart betrayed Sunshine of my day and the glow of my night This broken new day will never be right Burn the world and scorch the earth Turn the soil into a fiery hearth Defile the land and drain the sea This planet has lost all joy for me Shatter the buildings and flatten the towns Make it so ugly the sun even frowns...
May 23rd
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theoforx: FOCUS LENS I am working at my mind. applying figures to my eyelids. I will understand A to B as a line. until my ears are gone, fully gone. my water is full my belly is. my spine contorts my collarbone. my jaw is pouting and oozing. caffeine instead of agglutination. your lips, my tummy, hair’s sheen, elbow.  we speak a different language, I know a few words. I know how to...
May 23rd
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Still waiting
bluesandbarebones: Your efforts  at punishment fall    on      deaf        ears         my dear I am slightly amused at the way old habits revive even though they were shot down so many times in the past I am not frightened by idle threats conversations ended abrupt- ly insinuations and inappropriate             adjectives I may not be a saint but experience has taught me p a t i...
May 23rd
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apocalypsepoet: I need no reason To drift amidst stupors Like ocean breezes In heretic manuevars, I inhale a strange contentment, And exhale daily abuse, You folks drink to a toast, I’m a breathing excuse.
May 23rd
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driven out.
submarinedreams: I invoke the Muses, but where are they in this psychedelic age, where we are held in hospital rooms by somniferous drips that muddle our minds? The doctors say that they will cure this delirium that creeps in from the dark and entropic corners of a psyche marred by razorblade rivulets running from my wrists and dripping from my fingers. The doctors say that they will kill my...
May 23rd
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5/17/2012
intrepid-flickerings: I am an accidental florist of bruises on our lips, on our teeth. I can’t fathom why they run around in circles like they do, those silly people who don’t understand  what is reality and what is not, the honeysuckles wither at the end of summer and flowers die at first frost  yet we still madly try to keep them alive but can’t save ourselves. copyright 2012 kristen...
May 23rd
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yourdailynarcissist: I remember you from a dream I had of a distant land full of memories your eyes told stories of a broken past, but gave hope of a promising future the curvature of your lips dragged me in to fall for loves trap, it’d be worth the sin your love was a poisonous addiction and my body ached for your affection with you seconds felt like eternity without your love death was my...
May 23rd
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historical tragedy
anacoluthiac: A playwright would compose truthful soliloquies limning the bruises left by strong, squeezing hands, eternal burdens on tender pale skin from ages past. But my cherished audience held no faith in these lines, mistaking me for the actress I would never become. They returned my words and I swallowed them down, choking alone backstage. But my love, I am so cold here in your arms now....
May 23rd
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theoforx: FOCUS (cognitive process) the price of adderall drops after exams. the body tries not to caffeine. gluten-free canned soup. a clever look, over-shoulder. I used to run across the hi-way. glass feet at twoam, through concrete, water. over fences.  to stare at the new churches in the new neighbourhoods. all glass and concrete, I shook in my place. all the doors were always...
May 23rd
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cynicallyimpared: Evaporate from the world. Free your mind from the burden that this cage impresses upon you. Release yourself from the shackles of actuality and mock the silver-lining between reality and fantasy. 
May 23rd
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whoartgos: obviously time will pass  and generous scents will linger long after strands grace impatient pavement with their presence how often does life catch your glance 
May 23rd
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Sestina for Orange Park
vivianasimos: Everyone stinks of cigarettes and hopes drowned in cheap beer and week-old grease. They quiet silences with talk of hunting and stuff mouths with bloody meat, washed down with a glass full of bullets.  The sun strikes with rays of bullets, burning skin like crushed cigarettes, ash shoved into tender meat. The air suffocates, thick and cheap, constantly searching and hunting for a...
May 23rd
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May 23rd
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smallwords-smallworlds: the thing about moonlight is the way it hits the curve of bone and drowns out the ivory appeal it’s slow and carefully planned (sunlight just isn’t the same) it isn’t something you’re able to hide (not that sunlight is but why would you want to hide it anyways?) you can’t hide your thoughts in moonlight (i want to i want to) it’s like (lambs to slaughter)...
May 22nd
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Yesterday
rubbishbinangel: I have scorch marks on my arms from trying to hold The boy with the sputtering flame for a soul.                                                  He named me Yesterday.                                                  Carving the words into my skin with his smile. Fingers already entwined with those Of his new Today                                 Eyes seeking ...
May 22nd
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May 22nd
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Lycanthropy
pseud0nymph: Awash in moonlight and the blood of those who cried beneath my jagged tooth and hooked claw, I forgot myself in the deepest hollows of night —              I forgot your names,   and I forgot your faces,        pale like dying star-shine,    and I forgot myself,       living within a hollow shell — But when the sun found me stripped and famished in the forest’s leafed womb, back...
May 22nd
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The earth and moon
cruel-cat: My dad would always explain to me How every crevice on the moon had a story older than time And how every scratch on the earth made a bigger impression than he ever could With shivering words and halting phrases he would whisper the Truths he had never dared utter Before That the earth is always smearing a self portrait and humans With our wilting skin and shriveled up little...
May 22nd
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My Constellations (a villanelle)
wintriestmoods: In and out the world fades The blackness slithers it’s way in to the present (It only wants my constellations) All this bitter gold turns to grey It prays to keep me away from heaven In and out the world fades My thoughts turn into swirls of haze Confusion keeps my hopes in crescents (It only wants my constellations) The red of my heart begins to lessen I never wanted to...
May 22nd
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ilikebirds-too: they tell me drowning and freezing to death are the best ways to die sometimes i think i’d like to freeze to death in your smile and drown in your black ocean eyes a wave of repose has been calling me to the deep sea but lately i haven’t been able to fall asleep because the prospect of waking up just doesn’t seem to to be worth my luck when i was younger i used to build...
May 22nd
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nape
loveatthegallows: I may not believe in god, but I do believe in you. Yours was the last smile that I didn’t have to fake to give. Effortless, the way you could change my mood and lift me. You were the last thought in my head at night, and the first when I awoke. Your skin at the base of your neck was shelter for my secret kisses. At night when I could not sleep I would place them there and...
May 22nd
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Sleep Ramble
thedailyzack: That darkness lets the devils loose Out of the vents they creep up between the sheets, by my legs Stealthy sneaking past my torso Grazing my neck gently, making their way into my right ear, planting themselves firmly in my soul Creating irrational thoughts of war set to polka music with strange wing-ding creatures firing guns at me in my dreams. Paralyzed by these sights...
May 22nd
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trust-the-invisible: im a killer with a death wish      oh, im the barrel of a gun waiting to shoot you dead      by pretending to be something i could never become oh,  im a time-bomb baby      itching to explode blinding all around me      by dressing up these woes in make-up and short skirts fake and short-lived dreams      of someones arms around me or someone else’s out    ...
May 22nd
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Reanimation
embeeness: Suspended in life by invisible threads Feet dangling just a whisper away from solid ground Stretching, straining trying to gain a foothold But traction remains just out of reach So I resigned myself to a marionette’s pose without a puppet master or the motivation to propel myself —- until —- Complacency with stagnation is broken by the panicked realization...
May 22nd
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My Son
framehands: Never still, the dark water line he would crawl from, his shoulders rising from the tuck of two merging waves,  light as a dolphin heart but much less constant.   His skin like mine, he will refuse to hold my hand. Skin bitter as a raw oyster, more salt than meat, thinner than the space between its two clamped shells. I clamp myself shut. Much less constant and never still. My...
May 22nd
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Star Making
acollectionofsleeplessnights: “He’s got bones just like his father,” she said, clamping her hand,  over the face of her newborn son. “He’s got eyes that could swell up the ocean,” she says as she tightens her grip. And now he grows blue, and starlit—with surprise. The nurses rush in, trying to revive, his infantile, frail body. This is her endless banter, from her bed, the story she...
May 22nd
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the cruelties of the moon
ineffabagel: the moon wages cold war on lovers jilted by passing motorcades wasting precious night light on sirens spending far too little on the undisturbed lakes and the dewy skin of long-kept promises. the night creases hills and faces like notebook paper careless with the circles under your eyes as if it wishes only to destroy the proof that you have loved me among these trees laughing and...
May 22nd
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miskyeblue: Relief pours through my veins and travels about my body, treating crucial wounds and reviving life within me.  A pill swallowed in the form of words, difficult to hear, painful to breathe, but easy to swallow. “You don’t have to be so hard on yourself.” Sigh, like I’ve never sighed before, it’s been so long since the sweet poison of solace has filled my heart’s cavities and pits, ...
May 21st
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my wrists are of feathers
light and lifeless, detached from the wing
unveiled feelings most dreaded and unspoken
in the skies of shame, i need not be saved.
May 21st
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weak
lxixsxa: she is every deadly sin veiled in one she hides in the darkest corner of night where love and desire intersect her mysteries slip in and out of your pure thoughts, leaving her scent of sin her fingerprints ignite tiny explosions against your skin and her unrepenting kisses keep you in her perpetual hell you can’t help but fall in love with her
May 19th
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a.
snowcrushkill: You came down from your cloud and kissed my tired eyes whispered in my ear “I hope wherever you’re headed, it’s better than here” thank you 
May 18th
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If Stars Were Poets
mylifeinitalics: If stars were poets, what would they think of  us humans dreaming about them in their sleep? maybe they would write about beginnings, write about ends, a symphony of super novas painting the universe with stellar explosions. Do they find their muse through our mortality? Do they wish to be  like us, like how we wish to be like them? Maybe that’s the reason they fall  on earth...
May 18th
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March 2012
220 posts
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oil stains
queenofthelilacs: Was it enough? When I soiled my fingers To light the fuse? I longed To burn down the wall Of wax Spilling between us Like honey-thick silence That stuck to our lungs When we breathed it in And kept the words Pushed down     And maybe, I wanted you to weave your fingers in mine So we could dance in the ashes Like it was falling snow. Instead, you let the flames swallow you...
Mar 30th
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Sometimes it's at our lowest points when the tears...
walkonwithopenarms: Here’s a poem. Hollow Emptiness encompasses, Whilst pain eludes. Draining my will, Can’t even move. A smoke might help… If I had the energy. To lift that little white stick of death. Place it between my lips. Draw. Inhale. Exhale. Where is the feeling? Nothing but hollow.
Mar 30th
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March 22nd, 2012
365-voiced-thoughts: This is what it comes to. The waters rising over the high roads, the clouds going purple, and the sky a dirty yellow. Everyone can die, everyone will live but my heart only beats so long as yours does. I’ll stand here and wait, and silence can befriend me. But with four hundred miles, between the sun and my sea, I’d imagine myself becoming miracles walking on clear...
Mar 30th
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confinedbeautifulmind: hands have built the cities hands have cracked the whip that sculpted the pyramids hands have fashioned weapons hands have held each other in the most warming embrace  hands turn the world they shield our faces when we blush they feed us clothe us hands hold the world ~C.B.M 
Mar 30th
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I've been old
ponderingcomplications: The grey hued thoughts Laugh at what life has wrought And I wonder at them Within this tattered poem. The blue of my soul Colors me as a whole And it bewilders me As I write my poetry. When did my heart decide To not listen, but abide By the war within my mind? When did I say goodbye Within the soundless, hollow cry Of a synesthetic blind? I do not know Where my soul will...
Mar 30th
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strum
heathenchemistry: there are quiet moments when I’d like to tell you that the beauty of the romance of your fingers on the strings of your guitar makes me want to laugh with breathless joy and weep with depthless sorrow for the countless endeavors of love that will never quite match the sweetness of that look you get when you pull the chords just right.
Mar 30th
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paintmesecure: I have offered this flesh, this heart, this raw emotion, and you are satisfied with a broken promise. You have sent the ocean scurrying against my spine, suffocating the bones that would bare all; crumble under your blood and skin. I am exhausted; leaving only my last breath and final words.
Mar 30th
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The Confidant's Lament
adverevivere: You sat against the window ledge with your heart on your sleeve, crying into the darkness; you waited but no one could hear. Begging for a way out with dreams and needs, yet no one bothered to lift you up when you were at your most empty, starlight dripping in your eyes. Too many ups and downs, while the world was shoving you this way and that, forced down while I fear sometimes:...
Mar 30th
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we loved for miles
pinksubmergence: the afternoon folded into another lonely tangerine and I was left to scramble for my own bearings it was alarming to see time slip furiously away into portions of light which smoldered into clay in brief seconds the smell of stale dust grew tickling the fringe of noses as black stole blue it was the remnants of how the day had raced tiny planktons of air for land whales...
Mar 30th
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iwannatakeyourhandanddisappear: The angel is flawless Or so you believe She comes across and sweeps you off your feet But she will never deceive The angel is stunning Or so you have heard She wears her halo without shunning But this angels imagine is absurd, you see The angel’s reflection is just not right Or is it the devil that lurks in place on the other side? She awaits to smite...
Mar 30th
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onnothingandeverything: sleep evades a halfhearted pursuer on pestilent legs, scurrying unseen from cracks to crevices, but murky shadows shifting in the darkness reveal its lurking presence. it is a waiting game - patience will reward lazy efforts with the slow death of another day (almost invincible, resurrecting with the dawn).
Mar 30th
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word-smithstress: Pull these delicate words woven from soft lace off my breath. Place them under your tongue. Let them dissolve into you.  I’ve carefully crafted them as if I sculpted them into a tiny clock. Twisting the gears and tinkering with the hands until they were just right. Hovering over a table with a miniature hammer lightly tap, tapping until late into the night. Pluck...
Mar 30th
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